complicated to simplicity

@ TINAS

2005-01-17T06:19:48Z

yea @ being majorly awesome.........we played in the snow..SO MUCH FUN yea @ MIDNIGHT...then we are gonna relive the magic..with dodgeball...hmmm this is how u get pregnant with a BLOW "dryer"....haha nice rite..i need uhh talking lessons b/c im a bad talker..lala...oo and our pics are soo good..SNOW IS SOOO COOL.......tinas being aloser face... what else is new...lalala chips and dip is soo cool.. SOUP..MAJORLY AWESOME... trust fall..yay

later ness..call it

AlEx..anbd GREGOrY and SAM

2004-12-29T16:13:15Z

HEYYY.... NH is cooler than u New YorkErS...*boston accent*

AleX and GrEGoRy are freaking awesome...NyC of course...

omg i miss us guys and i just saw u last night...

" dont cha luv me"....what did he say "dont shit on me and i wont shit on u..."

haha...me and sams convo are freaking awesome...my partner..yea not making out with..CUZ ITS A GIRL...unlike sams b/c she ditched me for a santa hater...tear tear..im sad..
LyNn law is so much better than Howe/Kaser...ewwy..

sam u gotta pick ur partner..a santa hater or a santa lover..hmmm whos it gonna be...haha its me i know lol :-D
Backstreet boys are AWESOME...haha lol

me and alex are secret agents 4 life...haha lol BloNdEs arE freaking awesome...not like we are really blonde :)

:KaT:

FuNnEsS

2004-12-27T21:25:43Z

ok so im in NH...score funness..yea so i went to the mall...i got some nifty stuff and more giftcard stuff..yea barnes and noble should get better parking or @ least have a law or sumthing i mean....when somebodys pulling out of a space...y would u pull out and hit them...well we were almost hit..same thing..tommorro BOSTON...omg i <3 boston its soo much fun..i am so excited to go again..
later days

::KAT::

cell it

AndReA: dont make me hurt u cuz i will...oOo
Me: oOo u can't hurt me cuz im too cool
AndrEa: what is it ur invincability shield
Me: DUHHH...what else would it be

haha i <3 her...

if i dont like u dont read this :)

2004-12-09T00:27:08Z

omg wow long time since ive written...omg jenna is one of my most favoritst people on earth...and meg is just freaking awesome...yea..marks..fun fun..JENNA is coming with me to the meet so i dont have to go all alone with nick..YAY for jenna...or wait was it jen...yea hes a lil stupid sometimes..lol
Ok i<3 nikki sooo much and of course i <3 carbies....

OMG i can't do nething over x-mas break that sux soooo much..yea im not gonna be here...AGHHH...im gonna be leftout again...*tEaR*....wellyea im very sad

OK KELS QUIT....omg loserface..jkjk i <3 u..

umm hmmm..SAT+SUN=..FREAKING AWESOME..ok so i love diving like woah and i love the people there like woah...i have no idea y...but i freaking love saturdays and meet days..b/c divers are freaking awesome..jenna..i<3 usm ...omg yea practice is awesome duo...score..im so diverlicious rite now that its not even funny!!

DIVERS ARE DEAD SEXY...hahaha lol

oo yea and who thinks santa is asian.....

NO..4
YES..1
......................HMMM...................:)

yup yup

i <3 sara...well not ne more shes ditching us for something called mod..haha jkjk we still got saturdays..lol

why am i even ur friend if all u do is make fun of me and say u dont trust me...hmm lets think im not..yea not ur friend at all...oo look thats so not u...blah blah blah..FREAKING ANNOYED WITH IT..IM NOT 5 I can keep a secret...b/c theyre are so many i haven't told and umm yea i told one b/c that was my best friend lying to ur best friend is like lying to...ur mom it happens but then turns out bad..ok ....ur messed get a life...:)..

ok umm yea me and sam give the greatest gifts...:) i <3 u..

YEA thats what i said rite...

2004-11-24T00:38:14Z

BANQUET WAS AWESOME...i got the one and only award...SCORE...:)

yea it was great..im gonna miss the divers..b/c they kick butt
AND LOTS OF IT

*04-05* J.V
me
amy..

VARSITY *04-05*
jenny..seniorities...*tear*
jenna
meg
alyssa..

NOW WE HAVE TO END THE 04-05 SEASON...TO SOON BEGIN THE 05-06 SEASON...YEA THAT ITS..THATS WAS I SAID...UR ALL COMING BACK TO SWIM AND DIVE AGAIN.....YEA THATS WAS I SAID...SO U BETTER BE @ the POOL..FOR TRY-OUTS..:)

...thru the good and the bad..the water would always break our fall...

YAY....YAY....YAY

MyChemicalRomance IS FREAKING AWESOME....I <3 THEM SO MUCH..

............dots...........

2004-11-14T22:47:21Z

yea so neways....someone very important to me is going to die..rite yea i dont want them too i just wish there was some way i could do something to save them....and someone else i know recently died...yea he was awesome i<3 him RIP
one of my brothers friends from the hospital...i think is doing better but..wasn't before..like he couldn't go neplace with/out someone there...and he he couldn't do much of nething either...
my friend keegan..omg shes awesome..but yea shes really sick rite now...AND WHO KNEW...im not there y...b/c there is no way for me to go to california rite now...and umm what else..i almost killed my doggie today...but THANK GOD I DIDN'T...
the outside..isn't what it is on the inside..

2 of my bestfriends..aren't talking to me now..and what else is new..its not even my fault..

ok then....bye ppl...i <3 my friends4ever

lilpunkdiver05 @ 2004-11-14T16:53:00

2004-11-14T22:07:48Z

*share beauty*spread hope*
LIVESTRONG
5:47 sal.E.M.kaw.chris.al.nb
J.V. DIVING 04* al.jc.aa.mp.jh..04
kelly*BZ*bff
strapplebaby416: you can do it.put ur ass into it
KSMC:Congrat tina
Y.o.D.a."whippedcream"
LiFeS ToO ShOrT tO bE AnYtHiNg BuT HaPpY
iDoL.nick.alyssa

LIVEstrongLIVEstrongLIVEstrongLIVEstrongLIVEstrongLIVEstrongLIVEstrongLIVEstrongLIVEstrongLIVEstrongLIVEstrongLIVEstrongLIVEstrongLIVEstrongLIVEstrongLIVEstrongLIVEstrongLIVEstrongLIVEstrongLIVEstrongLIVEstrongLIVEstrongLIVEstrongLIVEstrongLIVEstrongLIVEstrongLIVEstrongLIVEstrongLIVEstrongLIVEstrongLIVEstrongLIVEstrongLIVEstrongLIVEstrongLIVEstrongLIVEstrongLIVEstrongLIVEstrongLIVEstrongLIVEstrongLIVEstrongLIVEstrong..... u better or someone might beat ur butt...

DIVING AWESOME SEASON...SO MANY GOOD TIMES..

lilpunkdiver05 @ 2004-11-14T16:18:00

2004-11-14T21:40:59Z

ok....so once again...hmm
*my brother is crazy
*umm i really don't like penfield
*umm..i really really really really miss the ppl in VA.boston.nycI<3ufools4ever
*umm im like a glass waiting to fall and crack...omg..im going crazy..
yea some ppl in penfield i wish would just leave..and never comeback..hmm to name a few...yea not gonna tell u...like u would even care...
*umm i seriously feel like almost everyone hates me....
*umm i thought my doggie was going to die today..and it would have been my fault...THANK GOD SHES ALIVE
* ok...so like 3 ppl i know have terminal diseases..AND THEY ARE KIDS..yea what is going wrong rite now...umm just about everything...
*i <3 diving...omg..my team suit is awesome... I <3 SEA DRAGONS WITH A PASSION...ITS SO FREAKING AMAZING... I LOVE IT SO MUCH

that whole expression thing...express your feelings...i might need my shrink 4 that....1-800-ALYSSA....then it can be a double session..if she helps me ill help her...we eia..LOL..ilu2d

OMG YEA...another day in the life of me...full of boo

2004-11-12T20:55:57Z

OMG...yea i finally hate someone..wait i lied really really really dislike..YEA What the heck..omg if someone is talking crap about u....and if one of ur "friends" tells u then wouldn't you expect that person to tell you..rite..yea umm i kinda thought so..WELL I DONT LIKE NE OF U PEOPLE..now...i would rather have people talk about me and not tell me...b/c then at least i wont know..or u can talk about me in front of me..then ill beat ur ass..AGHH...i could think of some really really bad words rite now..but no im not going to say themm...OMG AGHH OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG.....here ur a fat gay bad bad bad word person..and u can go kiss a cow for all i care...b/c i dont like u yea i really dont..its taken what like 80 really hurtfull things for me to get over this....and umm yea I DONT LIKE YOU....I DONT THERE I REALLY REALLY DONT...OMG YEA I DONT...AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH*IS FULL OF SADNESS AND SNGER RITE NOW* and yet i can't express any of it...

umm yea thats it

2004-11-11T21:05:25Z

i dont know why but some days i just feel like not talking..i know to u it might seem like eya sure w/e..but idk i just see things that i want and knwo ill never have, or just think and randomly go into some sort of mental depression, and i just want to cry in ur arms..1 day just once...

ok soo yea that was really mentalish..but its true..

ok so i just found out..that if my brother was born first i wouldn't be alive today or sumthing like that and i was just like wow..but then half the people i know probolly would have 1 less person to dislike..so thats good..less hate..

all i want are really good friends who i could tell anything..

ive cried in about most of ur arms..some more than others and ive told alot to some of you...."katisms"...yea i still have those..and umm what else..ill i want is to be wanted thats it..i want friends..wait no.. i NEED friends..and sometimes i neglect tell you things because idk how you'll react...one my my best friends moved away when i was seven..ok so ive known him since i was...umm born..but yea..they moved and i seen him every 2 years or so..he makes fun of me and i make fun of him..mostly about his latest gf..but thats not the point..he knows more than anyone i know..i still tell him everything..but the sad thing is..sometimes he forgets about me for his gf..and 2 of his gf *not to be named* were not that cool..i mean they thought he was cheating on them for me..yea really stupid..but yea then he kinda ignored me so they wouldn't get mad..ok so i dont want to lose u at all..and theyre are so many people i could tell everything to..but i tell you b/c ur like my brother..i just want another person like a brother to be here..but so far ive come only close to finding that person..and its sad because either theyre older or younger..but just dont get it..i dont want to hurt themm...ok so last year i told one of my friends i was scared of him..because i was afraid to make him mad or something..yea he got it for like 2 seconds and was like..am i scary or sumthing so then i had to re-explain that..but then its all good..but i dont really see him much..and the only other guy besides them..were people from camp..and yea it was awesome..but i dont see them for like a year..and thats sad..very very sad. yea idk i just sometimes get so confused..

i hate to be hated and i dont think i could hate ne one..and for some reason..im not myself with most people..and yet i dont know it..i like you i like you alot..and yet i can never tell you ever..because

i <3 my friends and i <3 life...but sometimes i wish i could have what other people have too....and thats alot to ask but i do i wish i could have that..or something
well know thats it...and im still confused i was before..but agh..why can't i just tell you..everything

umm yea thats it

2004-11-11T20:53:37Z

WEDDING .....again

2004-11-03T23:52:04Z

Ok soo now we have a best man...DAN..DANNY DANN DAN...yea idk if i want him @ the wedding but ok w/e...lol jk...MEG now all u have to do is meet dan..and ur set..
::WORDS OF ADVICE::
1:meg ur cooler no worries
2:UR RITE
3:...this whole words of advice thingy is annoying me

BYES..BE READY FOR THE WEDDING...

WEDDING TIME

2004-11-03T22:25:28Z

hehe
ok CHECK LIST FOR THE WEDDING

Bride:Meg*Patterson

Groom:Tyler Stechecki..sry i never said i could spell

Maid of honor:Jenny..b/c shes cool enough

Best man:Tylers bestest friend..obviously

Flower girl:ME...b/c i planned this..im short enough..and im awesome too..HeHehEhE

Brides maids:Divers.SUSIE.SHELI....other ppl idk about oo laura too

Invites:...well invites brides maids..all the same *cept boys*
...yea don't need those.. there eloping..*can't spell:dont care*

OMG PLANNING...SO MUCH FUN....ding dong.in NV.. LAS VEGAS

lala...le la la....

lala

2004-11-03T22:13:53Z

Ok then...yea omg bush...omg kerry
OMG TYLER AND MEG R GONNA GET MARRIED...b/c they both ditched me for eachother..so ne ways...

im bored

somedays...
when i thinka bout us
u know
that ur all i trust
somedays i feel like dying..and others
all i want to do is cry
someday
u'll see
that ur all i need
but for now u kno...that
SOMEDAYS...awesome interlude
that nothings gonna be the samMme...the SamE

LAlaLAlA

yea mi madre

2004-11-02T00:45:22Z

iTsAlLgOoD xC474: y thank you
diver8693: ne tyme
diver8693: r u busy this weekend
diver8693: that ur aware of
iTsAlLgOoD xC474: hmm well i ahve to go to marcus whitman on saturday..but otherthen that
diver8693: ook
iTsAlLgOoD xC474: y?
diver8693: jw
diver8693: lala
iTsAlLgOoD xC474: we should do sumthn
diver8693: yup
diver8693: my idea exactly
iTsAlLgOoD xC474: yea
diver8693: omg my mom is like lets see ur journal im like no
diver8693: but w/e ok
diver8693: yea
diver8693: .....
diver8693: lalalallala
diver8693: lalala
diver8693: lala
iTsAlLgOoD xC474: yur live journal?
diver8693: yea
iTsAlLgOoD xC474: haah
diver8693: i kno
iTsAlLgOoD xC474: but seriously we all gotta do sumthin
iTsAlLgOoD xC474: J'ai besoin d'aller faire mes devoirs
diver8693: YES YES
iTsAlLgOoD xC474: J'ai envie de parler avec toi, mais Je ne peux pas
diver8693: my mom called my live journal dribble
diver8693: hehe

and mom and me

MOM...so about ur livejournal
i wanna see
Kat: its personal
mom: well who can see it
Kat:ne 1 with a link
Mom: oo i can't have it

YEA AND SHE CALLED IT DRIBBLE
haha lol

lilpunkdiver05 @ 2004-10-30T12:01:00

2004-10-30T16:02:20Z

funny funny funny...losers..mccis were awesome...sectionals.ur gonna do JUST FANTABULOUS..:)

7 reasons not to mess with a child <

A little girl: was talking to her teacher about whales.

The teacher: said it was physically impossible for a whale to swallow a human because even though it was a! very large mammal its throat was very small.

The little girl: stated that Jonah was swallowed by a whale.

Irritated, the teacher: reiterated that a whale could not swallow a human; it was physically impossible.

The little girl: said, "When I get to heaven I will ask Jonah".

The teacher: asked, " What if Jonah went to hell?"

The little girl: replied, "Then you ask him".

A Kindergarten teacher: was observing her classroom of children while they were drawing. She would occasionally walk around to see each child's work.

As she got to one little girl who was working diligently, she asked what the drawing was.

The girl: replied, "I'm drawing God."

The teacher: paused and said, "But no one knows what God looks like."

Without missing a beat, or looking up from her drawing, the girl: replied, "They will in a minute."

A Sunday school teacher: was discussing the Ten Commandments with her five and six year olds.

After explaining the commandment to "honor" thy Father and thy Mother, she asked, "Is there a commandment that teaches us how to treat our brothers and sisters?"

Without missing a beat one little boy: (the oldest of a family) answered, "Thou shall not kill."

One day a little girl was sitting and watching her mother do the dishes at the kitchen sink. She suddenly noticed that her mother had several strands of white hair sticking out in contrast on her brunette head.

She looked at her mother and inquisitively asked, "Why are some of your hairs white, Mom?"

Her mother replied, "Well, every time that you do something wrong and make me cry or unhappy, one of my hairs turns white."

The little girl thought about this revelation for a while and then said, "Momma, how come ALL of grandma's hairs are white?"

The c hildren had all been photographed, and the teacher was trying to persuade them each to buy a copy of the group picture.

"Just think how nice it will be to look at it when you are all grown up and say, 'There's Jennifer, she's a lawyer,' or 'That's Michael, He's a doctor.'

A small voice at the back of the room rang out, "And there's the teacher, She's dead. "

A teacher was giving a lesson on the circulation of the blood. Trying to make the matter cl! earer, she said, "Now, class, if I stood on my head, the blood, as you know, would run into it, and I would turn red in the face.."

"Yes," the class said.

"Then why is it that while I am standing upright in the ordinary position the blood doesn't run into my feet?"

A little fellow shouted,

"Cause your feet ain't empty."

The children were lined up in the cafeteria of a Catholic elementary school for lunch. At the head of the table was a large pile of apples. The nun made a note, and posted on the apple tray:

"Take only ONE God is watching."

Moving further along the lunch line, at the other end of the table was a large pile of chocolate chip cookies.

A child had written a note, "Take all you want. God is watching the apples.

It doesn't matter how many people you send this to, just remember if it made you laugh, your friends will laugh too.

THEY WERE SO FUNNY...omg yea ok done now..haha

MCCI'S

2004-10-30T15:58:25Z

ok soo i did pretty good..and i saw all these ppl who are extremely amazing divers...i placed 5th...so happy..my friend morgan..she is soo good..placed 1st...so theres some happy days..going on..HALLOWEEN WEEKEND....yea friday..mcci's...saturday..emilys house...sunday.. sams house...

and thats about it..SO YEA...and umm in 3 weeks hopefully..one of my friends friends is coming up...from PA...hopefully..yea..

KSMC...haha..he tried to kill us..
GOOD LUCK @ COUNTY's TODAY...AND of course MCCI's ...i <3 u guys..

DIVERS...GOOD LUCK @ sectionals..u'll do great..

the season is over...how sad..it was soo great...jenny it was a fantaboulus season.. "look in to my eye ball"....and bucket head...ok soo good times..ill miss u next yr...

IM A CARBIE...and i love it..biotch....and im a slut bannanna..GOSH MEG UR SO PROFAINE.....hmm muffin but..scone..
haha...have fun in those few weeks of practice w/o me...i know u must be sad...haha lol:)....

HALLOWEEN 04....yea so y for every big thing that happens ppl go...04*..or the year..haha lol

o good lordy.....

2004-10-23T00:22:34Z

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGgg..i swore...ok but its not my fault its the muffin butts ...and umm there im done now...

AGHH KELS...STOP CONFUSING ME...nick u gotta explain to us on sat..ok

ok soo i have no subject..ok then ...BRING IT FoOL

2004-10-23T00:19:09Z

</td><td valign="top">OK, so maybe you ain't a geek. You do, at least, show a bit of interest in the world around you. Either that, or you have enough of a sense of humor to pick some of the sillier answers on the test. Regardless, you're probably a pretty nifty, well-rounded person who gets along fine with people and can chat with just about anyone without fear of looking stupid or foolish or overly concerned with minutiae. God, I hate you.</td></tr>

You are 9% geek

Take the Polygeek Quiz at Thudfactor.com

I DID got my 1 1/2 flipper roo...YAY... and the seasons ending so its making me quite sad...TEAR..ok but im gonna take some amazing pics...and such...APPEARENTLY...pear..ok done now..IM A SLUT MUFFIN....and a fatty....and a SCONE..which was very cold...AND OTHER RANDOM STUFF...meg(peg..) hehe jk lol

soooooooo.....OMG today was a very sad day...and good b/c im rly close to my reverse... and i got my 1 1/2 ..so that made me happy...but alyssa got kicked off the teamm...SO WE ARE ALLL SOOO MAD..omg ALYSSA WE HEART U..agh..very sad..

ok umm yea carbies..i <3 u...
ttyl buh bye
jenna ditched me for the phone..and a shower..who needs those..and a s/o..OMG WHATS HER PROB...but then i called her..so its all good..hehe

hehe im a child...dont mess wit me..hmm

2004-10-16T17:03:24Z

7 reasons not to mess with a child <

A little girl: was talking to her teacher about whales.

The teacher: said it was physically impossible for a whale to swallow a human because even though it was a! very large mammal its throat was very small.

The little girl: stated that Jonah was swallowed by a whale.

Irritated, the teacher: reiterated that a whale could not swallow a human; it was physically impossible.

The little girl: said, "When I get to heaven I will ask Jonah".

The teacher: asked, " What if Jonah went to hell?"

The little girl: replied, "Then you ask him".

A Kindergarten teacher: was observing her classroom of children while they were drawing. She would occasionally walk around to see each child's work.

As she got to one little girl who was working diligently, she asked what the drawing was.

The girl: replied, "I'm drawing God."

The teacher: paused and said, "But no one knows what God looks like."

Without missing a beat, or looking up from her drawing, the girl: replied, "They will in a minute."

A Sunday school teacher: was discussing the Ten Commandments with her five and six year olds.

After explaining the commandment to "honor" thy Father and thy Mother, she asked, "Is there a commandment that teaches us how to treat our brothers and sisters?"

Without missing a beat one little boy: (the oldest of a family) answered, "Thou shall not kill."

One day a little girl was sitting and watching her mother do the dishes at the kitchen sink. She suddenly noticed that her mother had several strands of white hair sticking out in contrast on her brunette head.

She looked at her mother and inquisitively asked, "Why are some of your hairs white, Mom?"

Her mother replied, "Well, every time that you do something wrong and make me cry or unhappy, one of my hairs turns white."

The little girl thought about this revelation for a while and then said, "Momma, how come ALL of grandma's hairs are white?"

The c hildren had all been photographed, and the teacher was trying to persuade them each to buy a copy of the group picture.

"Just think how nice it will be to look at it when you are all grown up and say, 'There's Jennifer, she's a lawyer,' or 'That's Michael, He's a doctor.'

A small voice at the back of the room rang out, "And there's the teacher, She's dead. "

A teacher was giving a lesson on the circulation of the blood. Trying to make the matter cl! earer, she said, "Now, class, if I stood on my head, the blood, as you know, would run into it, and I would turn red in the face.."

"Yes," the class said.

"Then why is it that while I am standing upright in the ordinary position the blood doesn't run into my feet?"

A little fellow shouted,

"Cause your feet ain't empty."

The children were lined up in the cafeteria of a Catholic elementary school for lunch. At the head of the table was a large pile of apples. The nun made a note, and posted on the apple tray:

"Take only ONE God is watching."

Moving further along the lunch line, at the other end of the table was a large pile of chocolate chip cookies.

A child had written a note, "Take all you want. God is watching the apples.

It doesn't matter how many people you send this to, just remember if it made you laugh, your friends will laugh too.

THEY WERE SO FUNNY...omg yea ok done now..haha

lilpunkdiver05 @ 2004-10-16T12:52:00

2004-10-16T16:55:17Z

hahah...omg my bagel is better than urs and....TONITE MEG IS GONNA GET Back ONE-IN-A-HALF....its gonna rock and im gonna get my reverse...y? B/C I CAN TAHTS Y....o yea...hmm emily&sam runn good today..and tina WIN @ ur competition tommorro..i <3 u guys..have funn my pants rock

lilpunkdiver05 @ 2004-10-15T21:25:00

2004-10-16T01:41:24Z

My life ......somedays

somedays i wanna rip my hair out..
others i wannna scream and shout
...somedays...
when my clouds are grey...
i want it to be over..Over OvEr
not tommorro ....but today..
now later.not soon...but now ...right noOw
u think u kno...but u don't u have no idea..
...somedays....
i can't stand waiting around all day..
for u to say...
i can't come today
im busy...sry..but no not today
I CAN'T SCREAM and shout..not possible
i wish
u could
see me
right now
u'd know
what im saying

I CAN'T STAY HERE NE LONGER..........i might go crazy..
crazy

the emotions are running inside of me...all uncontained..
i dont
know what
could happen today
tommorro
or 3 years and 8 days from but i
do kno
that i wont be with u.
u've cause so much..
pain and stress for me
...somedays...
i can't
eat..sleep..or just be me
be cause i am
wandering in a world that revolves
around u....
AND HERE RITE NOW..
I JUST CAN'T TAKE IT NO MORE...these are just the way i feel.......and u can't change what u've done to meeeeee..
FORGETTING THAT PAST........gonna try to move on to this new future...
EMILY ONG U WERE SO RITE...yea forgetting whatever i thought i new..about well u kno
i heart u emily..
OMG..ok this new
new day..will be the first of this new life..
if i go back to that past..somebody slap me..b/c idk what i would do..if i went back back back..back again again again..shes back back a again..to much annoyance..and trouble was caused..b/c idk y but i keep thinking oo its all good..i wont get hurt..well guess what I WAS WHAT WHAT WRONG AGAIN...

agh...who needs therapy..c'est moi..omg i just need u I HEART U CARBIES..yea they have been theyre through umm everything..if they don't kno then y should u think u do...

yea done with this stupid emotional stuff..yea one of my friends called me emotional and i was like umm yea sure..umm then this summer gave me a nice meaning...I Broke down...when im really mad or rly rly stressed and scared and idk just something..i will spazz or shut down..like not talk to u or say random stupid stuff...more than normal..yea ok..

STEP 1 to get over something
...avoid them
STEP 2
...don't insult them it can make it worse
STEP 3
have random stupid fun with friends...and HAVE ALOT OF CARBS..

haha ok yea read this its soo funny...well next entry

sam..

2004-10-10T19:34:09Z

SAM im rly sorry if i made u feel bad....but i was rly confused and i thought u were mad at me and umm yea but seriously u rock my sox...and ummm i <3 u...as a bff and ummmmmmmmmmmmmm if i made u sad or mad..ok rhyme..ok back to the point im sry...sry sam
:KaT:

idk..im just bored

2004-10-10T18:55:22Z

HEHE OK NOW....umm

IM BORED OUT OF MY MIND............hehe i say the truth...or what i think idk im bored and im most likely gonna say nething umm....if u name is for letters and u annoy everyone...and have yelled @ my mom...i dont like u...

OK HMM
im boredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredbored that was fun...rite umm not not rly i didn't think so...hmm now what...ok most of my classes r ok...but some idl ok if u wanna do sumthing later today or tommorro .carbies....i still rly like that word call me omg i havent done stuff wit u since like 8 yrs or mb like since school started..and its october...tear *umm hmmmmmmmmm weird teary sound* haha lol

IM SO AMAZING...and u know it....hehe lol ok done now..

this is my squishi i will name him squishi...oooooOOOooOOoooOoOOOOoooo squishi...hehe SO AMAZINGLY FUN...haha lol ok done now..u guys rock my sock..ashley ur house was funn...i didn't know what to spray lol..and lauren makes a great pillow...hehe lol

::CALL ME IF U WANNA DO SUMTHING::..KaT...duh duh duhn duhn duhn naananann anan yea this songs tune ending..

ummm growing upP

2004-10-10T18:44:56Z

idk whats going on....i care eventhough i really dont want to...ok things are changing for...some people but for others...its not..ok 1 year..not much has changed outside of your box...but inside its getting larger....so just ditch the box...seriously...its not a big deal...so dont make it one...and just because the world doesn't revolve around u....dont make...b/c thats just not cool and umm idc if u like me or not...b/c i try really hard to be ur friend somedays because u take everything so seriously and umm yea soo neways GRR ok inside i can be rly rly mad but on the outside..im cool as coke..hehe im liking that..hehe i like boys and i rly dont flow or swing that way..hehe lol

::omg ashleys was soo much fun:: :)

soo yea im done...im changing..to a moreeeee mellooowwww Kat...so whos coming..im sry but the train might leave w/o u...hehe r u kidding me i <3 my friends...

ROOZ BIRTHDAY IS NOV.16...im getting her a umm squishi..hehe lol

yea im done now..*giggle*....KaT...

complicated to simplicity

@ TINAS

AlEx..anbd GREGOrY and SAM

FuNnEsS

if i dont like u dont read this :)

YEA thats what i said rite...

............dots...........

lilpunkdiver05 @ 2004-11-14T16:53:00

lilpunkdiver05 @ 2004-11-14T16:18:00

OMG YEA...another day in the life of me...full of boo

umm yea thats it

umm yea thats it

WEDDING .....again

WEDDING TIME

lala

yea mi madre

lilpunkdiver05 @ 2004-10-30T12:01:00

MCCI'S

o good lordy.....

ok soo i have no subject..ok then ...BRING IT FoOL

hehe im a child...dont mess wit me..*hmm*

lilpunkdiver05 @ 2004-10-16T12:52:00

lilpunkdiver05 @ 2004-10-15T21:25:00

sam..

idk..im just bored

ummm growing upP

hehe im a child...dont mess wit me..hmm